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Introduction

Good day, everyone. Let us turn to the Book of Acts, Chapter 20. This chapter essentially marks the near-completion of Paul’s ministry journey. At this juncture, he is acutely aware that his subsequent ministry will face numerous constraints. While he has penned numerous epistles from prison, this chapter presents a condensed, almost hurried account of his face-to-face teachings and ministrations. One can sense the urgency, understandable given his concern that these individuals are not yet fully mature. Should Paul be absent, they risk being overpowered by demonic forces, even abducted by them.

At this point, every additional word, every additional act of service, becomes crucial, even if it means rising before dawn or burning the midnight oil. The sentiment is deeply affecting. Praise God that in recent years, Paul has trained a multitude of disciples and established numerous churches. Throughout this time, he has diligently toured, constantly exhorting these disciples, providing a fitting culmination to his lifetime of service.

In everything I did, I showed you that by this kind of hard work we must help the weak, remembering the words the Lord Jesus himself said: ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’ (Acts 20:35)

After much searching, I have found the theme of this chapter: In everything, set an example for you! Who dares to claim that they set an example for everyone in all things? In truth, one must achieve something, present a certain image. To speak candidly, over these past years, I have been most deeply influenced by Paul’s ministry, and you can often see shadows of Paul’s service in me. Let us consider, if you are willing to emulate Paul, you will discover that your ministry will also resemble Paul’s, and you will set an example for many. This is my hope.

Above all, do not falter along the way. This is far too common in church history. Some abandon their service midway; others begin to establish their own righteousness or cannot endure the hardship; still others covet wealth and engage in devious schemes. I yearn for all brothers and sisters to emulate the Apostle Paul, just as I do, and to emulate our Lord Jesus, even if it means serving through tears.

Exhorting Disciples

Paul exhorted disciples more than anything else. As for how he exhorted them, there is a wealth of Paul’s epistles in the Bible from which you can glean some insight. For example, in 1 Corinthians and 2 Corinthians, what he said recorded in letters is not much. Paul spoke very sternly, with a heavy tone, and his exhortations to the disciples were earnest, truly not seeking his own benefit. If you truly learn the essence of Paul, you will find that your mouth is very powerful, and your language style is very sharp. In modern terms, Paul would certainly be a sharp individual. Although Paul’s tone was very heavy, it was filled with love, and in the process of exhorting the disciples, you will find that the most difficult thing to deal with is their carnal nature.

To deal with the carnal nature, two things must be done well. First, do not seek your own benefit. Second, be only for the good of others. Of course, this person is good to himself, according to carnal preferences. And you are good to him, that is, according to the word of God. So the words must be filled with love from God, not acrimony and meanness, which makes people unbearable to hear, because there is no love in them, only pickiness. Although Paul spoke harshly, he was full of love. He served entirely according to God’s will, and he was certainly good at exhorting disciples.

In fact, the Corinthian church betrayed Paul, accusing him of coveting their wealth, but Paul never took a single thread or thread from them. Paul stayed among them for a year and a half and did not covet anything from them, but supported himself and his colleagues with his own hands. Paul is really amazing! As a result, the people of the Corinthian church felt ashamed in front of Paul and felt that it was inappropriate to say that about Paul. Later, the people of the Corinthian church began to turn around because of Paul’s exhortations and, after experiencing conflicts and transformations, embarked on one new step after another. Their relationship with Paul was not that of a master and apprentice, but like that of parents and children.

Paul’s attitude, motives, and methods in exhorting disciples are all well worth emulating. It doesn’t matter if you have never met Paul, if you are served by me, you will find that I have this taste. I speak harshly, but I must be full of love inside, not picky. Even if you discern good and evil, I will not serve you according to my carnal preferences. When Paul exhorted the disciples, he invited the elders and pastors of Ephesus to come, and Luke recorded Paul’s words one by one at that time.

In fact, Paul should have said these words to people in other churches as well. The logic is the same, that is, exhort the disciples to keep and follow the way of God. In fact, it is harmful to follow one’s own preferences. I have been in contact with many people and shed tears for them in my heart. Sometimes I can only watch them hurtling down the road to Alzheimer’s disease. Unfortunately, they themselves do not know the harm of catering to the flesh. They think it is beneficial to them, but the final result will be Alzheimer’s disease.

The grandfather of one of our sisters has Alzheimer’s disease. A few days ago, he was arranged to live in a nursing home, but his family couldn’t bear it and insisted on taking him back. On the night he returned home, he accidentally walked out by himself, accidentally fell, and cut a big hole in his eyebrow, which was stitched up six times. That sister drove her grandfather to the hospital to change the dressing. When I saw the photos she sent, I felt very uncomfortable. If you interact with me, or if I shepherd you or exhort you, and I say that you will get Alzheimer’s disease in the future, don’t think I’m talking nonsense, don’t think I’m wronging you. It’s just that if you go down that road, you won’t be far from Alzheimer’s disease.

Now Alzheimer’s disease is a common disease. Unlike in the past, it was rarely heard of. People in that era were very diligent and basically had no time to rest. They were all working, so few people got Alzheimer’s disease. Today’s elderly people have high pensions, and their families and people in nursing homes want them to live a few more years. But he himself knows nothing. In fact, what is the point of living a few more years? This kind of person has a high pension but can’t do anything. He is dementia, cursing, and talking nonsense. Living is just consuming resources.

I have done a lot of exhorting disciples. When I exhort, I speak harshly. Two fellow workers took a sister for training. Before long, her depression relapsed. I quickly intervened to adjust things. After healing, I asked the two fellow workers why this happened. As a result, they didn’t know what they had done wrong. In fact, they were just messing around. If you serve others in this way, more depression will relapse. If people know how to serve and how to train, they will definitely be able to explain why. The two fellow workers must have felt uncomfortable after hearing this, but it doesn’t matter. Exhorting disciples is something we all need to do.

Many Follow

You must know that people like me, no matter where I go, there are always many colleagues who walk with me. Some sisters say that when I get old, do I just like to have many people around me? In fact, it’s not that I need many people when I get old. It’s just that people like to follow me. Because following me can get a lot. If you have Alzheimer’s disease, what can you do by following? If you open your mouth and talk nonsense, it’s better to stay away. Many people follow. By itself, it is the result of serving and exhorting disciples.

After the uproar was over, Paul sent for the disciples and, after encouraging them, said goodbye and set out for Macedonia. He traveled through that area, speaking many words of encouragement to the people, and finally arrived in Greece, where he stayed three months. Because some Jews had plotted against him just as he was about to sail for Syria, he decided to go back through Macedonia. He was accompanied by Sopater son of Pyrrhus from Berea, Aristarchus and Secundus from Thessalonica, Gaius from Derbe, Timothy also, and Tychicus and Trophimus from the province of Asia. (Acts 20:1-4)

Paul took these disciples with him in order to exhort them and set an example for them. Think about it. In that era, whose money did these people spend to follow Paul? Not to mention that era, when I first went to college, buying a train ticket cost half a month’s salary, and a round trip cost me a month’s salary.

We went on ahead to the ship and sailed for Assos, where we were going to take Paul aboard. He had made this arrangement because he was going there on foot. (Acts 20:13)

No one knows why Paul planned to walk. I guess he just wanted to save a boat ticket. When he got to the point where he had to cross the sea and couldn’t walk on foot, he picked him up and moved forward. Either there were disciples on that road who needed to be trained, or he could save a boat ticket on that road. People like Paul are so amazing, so many people follow him. You will definitely not suffer by following such a person. In fact, I don’t do a very good job of emulating Paul. Before, a sister came to my rented house and asked me if there was a place for her to live. I asked her to deal with it first. It doesn’t matter if everyone is crowded. If it really doesn’t work, I can sleep on the street.

If you want to emulate Paul, want to set an example for everyone in everything, and want to be at the top, you must be a servant of all in everything. People can see it. If the pastors among us really have this heart, they won’t be eating, drinking, and having fun all day long, and they won’t care about shepherding. In the end, they don’t even know what shepherding is, and they even doubt whether shepherding is necessary. For your benefit, I have to say that I hope you can listen to it, otherwise, if you continue to go on like this, are you not walking down the road to Alzheimer’s disease?

I often see those who I personally train still serving at two or three o’clock in the morning. Often, when a call comes in the middle of the night, you have to serve no matter how late it is. Sometimes, for fear of disturbing others, I would run to the balcony or hide in the toilet to serve. For the sake of God, I am grateful in my heart. Because there is such a group of brothers and sisters who are willing to follow me and walk this difficult road together, this is actually a very beautiful thing. However, some pastors among us just switched to doing other things as they were doing it. The best thing I can tell you is: Don’t offend anyone, and certainly don’t offend God! Maybe you have the guts to offend God, but I really don’t have the guts to offend God, and I don’t want to offend God. Since Paul has set such a good example for us, are you willing to take this road? If you are not willing, then take your own road, and I will never morally kidnap you.

Humility in All Things, Tears in His Eyes

serving the Lord with great humility and with tears, although I was severely tested by the plots of the Jews. (Acts 20:19)

After reading this sentence from Paul, I felt the same way. Do you know what it means to serve the Lord and be humble in all things? Later, I found three people in the Bible, Moses, Paul, and Jesus, who all said that they were gentle and humble in heart. Moses wrote in Exodus that Moses was extremely humble. Paul added a sentence here, tears in his eyes. So why should serving the Lord be humble in all things and with tears in his eyes? Think about it, doing everything as a servant of all. You have to endure the hardships that you shouldn’t endure. The hardships that should be endured must also be endured. The risks that should be taken must be taken, and the risks that should not be taken must also be taken. He suffers more than everyone else, is tested more than everyone else, and is then contradicted by some disciples and sinners. If you consider yourself to be great and care about yourself, then you cannot be humble.

It doesn’t matter if you are contradicted when you are humble in everything. Just treat yourself like a pile of dog feces. Don’t worry about people betraying you. Just treat it as giving grace. That is called serving the Lord. Serving the Lord and being humble in all things means walking according to God’s will, not according to one’s own will. If you don’t walk according to God’s will, don’t humble yourself, and don’t regard yourself as dog feces, you can’t walk this road, because my service is a matter of course. Paul is my example, and I have followed Paul all the way here.

What I talked about in the recordings I played was about going to the vineyard to work. Whether you work for one hour or ten hours, you still get one denarius. If it were you, you definitely wouldn’t do it, but I do it. I work from eight in the morning until I get one denarius in the evening, and I take it happily, because I am not working for that one denarius at all. It is a matter of course for me to work and serve the Lord. Without God’s grace, there would be no me. I was originally someone who deserved to die and was going to die, and God brought me back from the brink of death. Whenever I think of those years from when I didn’t know God to when I knew God, my eyes would get wet. If you have received so much grace from God, do you still have to be calculative about giving a little to serve the Lord? What qualifications do you have to be calculative?

We receive grace from God; however, our lives are all given by God. If you live well and start serving a little, you will boast about yourself. That is not called being humble in all things. So why would there be tears in your eyes? Let me tell you, the tears that Paul shed were for the benefit of others, not for being wronged himself, otherwise it would not be called being humble in all things. For the benefit of all, it doesn’t matter if you are tired. Paul was probably my age when he died. For people at that time, he was already old. But now, this age is not old, and I am even more energetic than young people.

Paul is an example worthy of our emulation, and I am not saying these things to boast about myself. I hope that brothers and sisters will all begin to emulate Paul, so that we can serve together, build God’s glorious church together, and become a blessing to many people. That is definitely something that even angels would cheer for. Serving the Lord and being humble in all things is the example. Some people say that anyone who talks about being humble is not humble. That’s nonsense! When people like Paul say that they are humble, they are actually telling the truth. Pretending not to talk about humility is fake humility. Paul really just told the truth according to God’s will and didn’t take himself seriously at all.

I Never Shrink Back from Declaring Anything That Would Be Helpful to You

You know that I have not hesitated to preach anything that would be helpful to you but have taught you publicly and from house to house. (Acts 20:20)

Serving God, especially serving disciples. I never shrink back from declaring anything that would be helpful to you. These are the words Paul said to his disciples and those he trained. The you and they here are different. When I study the Gospel of Matthew, I often distinguish between you and them. If you are with them, I won’t say anything. But if you are with you, then we won’t be evasive. We will say what should be said. What we need to learn the most is to be straightforward. Some people always don’t know what to say. In fact, if you have something to say, just say it directly. People are evasive because there is a hurdle in their hearts. They are afraid of offending people after they finish speaking.

Thank God, those whom I personally train are all good at offending people. If you are also willing to emulate, just be afraid of offending people for the benefit of others. There is nothing you can’t say. So far, none have collapsed. I have dealt with one inborn sin and inner demon after another. Each time, it is a conflict, with tears in my eyes. It is very difficult. Because after saying these things, the other person feels uncomfortable, and I also feel uncomfortable. I don’t know whether they can bear it, but I have to say it. Sometimes, while I am serving, I hang up the phone, and I feel uneasy in my heart, and so I can only pray there silently. May God be the strength in him and be able to be strong. After two or three days, I have to put on a thick skin and ask them how they are doing again. That is how I serve.

I never shrink back from declaring anything that would be helpful to you, but if the logical system inside you is different from the logical system inside me, there will be conflicts. So how to deal with it? You still have to serve people with the heart of serving God, otherwise you will definitely have resentment in your heart. Because if the other person does something wrong to you, you will be calculative. Everyone must learn this sentence: I never shrink back from declaring anything that would be beneficial to people. Don’t be a good person. A good person cannot be a leader or a leader, let alone a pastor. Being a good person is very abominable. If you cater to the meaning of people, you are Satan. If you follow the meaning of people, the devil will not let you go, and neither will God.

Every time I see our brothers and sisters, especially the pastors among us, after walking with me for a while, what is in his heart is completely visible to me, but I don’t feel well in my heart. Sometimes I want to say, how can you be so stupid. Some people, after listening, roll their eyes and wish they could pinch me to death with their eyes. I feel very tired after serving this kind of person a lot, but thank God, I win every time through our God. If you have the love of God, people will definitely receive it. Although your words are heavy, I am always happy for that person when I see them begin to transform and their understanding improves. Especially when our service bears fruit, when you really see his growth and see him cross that hurdle, you will cry again, which is a tear of gratitude.

Not Just Jews, But Greeks Too

testifying to Jews and Greeks alike about repentance to God and faith in our Lord Jesus. (Acts 20:21)

You must know that the great thing about Paul is that whether it is Jews or Greeks, he knows that he owes them a blessing, so his goal in coming into the world is to repay other people’s debts. Sometimes I think, what is he trying to do? Is he just eating too much? No! It is a debt I owe. We come into this world to bless people. If you come into this world just to eat, drink, and be merry, you are just a pig, or a monkey on Mount Emei. Whether you want to be the senior brother or the junior brother depends on how you choose.

What is the point of eating, drinking, and having fun in this world? Whether you go to West Lake or East Lake, even if you go to the Great Wall, you are just looking at people’s heads. It is really boring. I just want to serve a few people, unlike those who go to see people’s heads, who are exhausted when they come back, and all the money they have worked so hard to earn is spent on hotels. A room in a hotel costs 120 yuan in September, but it becomes 580 yuan during the holidays. If you go once in September, don’t you have to go in October? Why do you have to go during the holidays? You are already poor, and you are still wasting money, so people are really stupid.

Can we, brothers and sisters, begin to emulate Paul? Set an example in all things, and do not discriminate against those being served based on whether they are country bumpkins. I serve bumpkins as if serving God, and even if you are of a higher class, the same approach is applied to you. I have served cleaners as if serving God. Whether you are an official or an entrepreneur, I serve you as if serving a cleaner.

I am not trying to shame you, because we do not discriminate. We do not differentiate based on the amount of your offering, nor do we distinguish between rich and poor, noble and lowly, or different classes. We serve people as if serving God. Among us, there is no high or low status, and it does not matter whether you are from a big city or the countryside. We only proclaim the word of God according to His will. So, if you serve with me, you will notice that if someone's legs are swollen, their feet are placed on your own legs, regardless of any potential foot infections. It is not because they are noble that their stinky feet are held, but because I want God's word to bless people and enter their hearts.

Not Considering My Life as Dear to Myself, So That I May Finish My Race

And see, now I go bound in the spirit to Jerusalem, not knowing the things that will happen to me there, except that the Holy Spirit testifies in every city, saying that chains and tribulations await me. (Acts 20:22-23)

Paul knew the risks in various places, and the Holy Spirit told him not to go to Jerusalem, or he would be bound. So why did he insist on going? Because being bound and dying were not factors he considered. We used to think that the Holy Spirit was preventing him from going, but that is not the case! The Holy Spirit told him what would happen in that place. If Paul had considered his life as dear to himself, he would not have gone. But he did not consider his own life as dear to himself, in order to finish his race. In fact, there were dangers in every place he went, and people were plotting to harm him. In that era, he was too famous among the Jews. The Jews all wanted to kill him. At that time, Jews were scattered throughout the Roman Empire, because it was a colony. So Paul's ministry was remarkable because of this, and I am still learning this point. But I also do not consider my life as dear to myself, although I still have a way to go to reach Paul's level.

A person who cherishes their own life cannot serve God, because if they do not cherish their own life, they live in eternity. It is good to live in a different way. If a person's logic is just for the sake of living this trivial life, you cannot serve God. Because living is very important, and living one more day is better than living one less day. Money becomes a constraint, because you need money to live. A person who considers their life as dear to themselves will definitely be greedy for money. Paul wanted to finish his race and bring the offering to Jerusalem. He hoped that James, Peter, and others could take in his words, because they all knew Jesus Christ. Paul was truly teaching the theological system of Jesus Christ. Although he was the apostle to the Gentiles, he was concerned with the kingdom of God. Whether they were Jews or Greeks, he felt that he owed them a debt of the gospel.

This path confirmed one thing: why God was with Paul. For example, when that child fell from the window, Paul fell on him, and the child lived again. At that time, everyone thought that falling from the third floor would surely be fatal, but Paul did something and he came back to life, which greatly comforted everyone. This event showed us that Paul truly had God's presence. To be honest, I am still far from that.

To Finish the Ministry Received from the Lord Jesus

But none of these things move me, nor do I count my life dear to myself, so that I may finish my race with joy, and the ministry which I received from the Lord Jesus, to testify to the gospel of the grace of God. (Acts 20:24)

Paul is a knowledgeable man. Once you entrust something to him, if he says he won't do it, he won't. But if he says he will do it, he will do it properly. This is a big difference between knowledgeable and unknowledgeable people. Unknowledgeable people do it for a while and then don't, just going back and forth. But Paul, after receiving it from the Lord Jesus, worked steadily step by step to accomplish the ministry of building the church received from the Lord Jesus. Paul was nominally the apostle to the Gentiles, but in reality, he was the apostle to the entire church. Therefore, brothers and sisters, be faithful to your ministry, be faithful in small things, and be faithful in great things. This is what God wants. If you have listened to my exposition of Samuel, you will know that God is looking for a faithful priest to accomplish the ministry received from the Lord Jesus.

The ministry I have received from the Lord Jesus is to build God's glorious church. Thank God for giving me special grace to create Chinese Mingding Destiny, to restore the theology of the Apostle Paul, or perhaps in terms of pastoral care, I still need to move forward continuously. This is called Mingding Destiny! A person with Mingding Destiny lives for this. Everyone, ask yourself what you are living for? If you are living just to live, you do not need to believe in Jesus, you need to believe in yourself. If you ask me what I live for, from the day I believed in the Lord, I frantically read the Bible. I wanted to see if this thing was a treasure, and later I recognized that it was a treasure.

I do not know if the Lord Jesus has called me, but I did not see the light on the road to Damascus, nor did I go blind. I just felt that I was not doing well, so I started to build a church myself. Some people ask if God has called me to serve Him, and I say I do not know. But I believe that if I continue to walk this path, God will eventually call me. My service is also very peculiar, which is being zealous for God. Later I discovered that God likes this kind of person. I do not know if God has chosen me, but I know that I just like to serve and fulfill the ministry that the Lord Jesus gave us in the Bible, because this is my Mingding Destiny! I am a person who does not have much meaning in living, I only want to accomplish the ministry received from the Lord Jesus.

Not Coveting Money

I have coveted no one’s silver or gold or apparel. Yes, you yourselves know that these hands have provided for my necessities, and for those who were with me. (Acts 20:33-34)

Paul said this in front of these people, so where did his money come from? Paul earned it himself. So a person who covets money cannot do this. Wouldn't all the money earned have to go into the investment portfolio? Paul did not leave behind too many things in his life, but he left behind many spiritual assets. So Paul is too amazing. He has the skills, he has the ability. He can speak and he can do, and he has a faithful heart to serve God. This faithful heart to serve God has become the core secret and technique of Paul. He does not covet money, because he himself is money. He does some work, and money goes into his pocket. He does not need money at all, because he himself is money.

Once, one of our co-workers said that others took advantage of me a lot. I said, If they took it, they took it. I myself am money. I am more valuable than money! Some people learned to encourage their students before they take the high school entrance exam, You are more valuable than the score! As a result, after the students were encouraged, they did very well on the exam. If you think you are more valuable than money, you will not treat money as an ancestor, as a god. If you can manage money well, you are more valuable than money, and you will value yourself.

I am doing the work of making you more valuable. This is called pastoral care. I want you all to know that you are more valuable than money. If you are taking the college entrance exam, I want you to know that you are more valuable than the score. Those who work should know that they are more valuable than the job, and those who do ministry are more valuable than the ministry. You are the treasures that God wants. If you are encouraged by these words, why do you still covet money? As soon as you think about money, you ask why you do this, and the answer is always because you can make money. If you emulate me, you will not lack money! If you are still a poor wretch after living for several decades, it is because your mind is filthy and you think money is important.

A person who loves money is a waste! All of us who aim to make money are trash. If you feel uncomfortable hearing these words, you need to know! Don't think that owing a lot of debt and needing money is a reason. Tracing back to the source, why do you owe so much debt? If you want to be more valuable than money, invest in your own growth. You are more valuable than money, so you will not care about money. So a person who serves God must read this passage carefully.

Knowing That We Must Labor in This Way

I have shown you in every way, by laboring like this, that you must support the weak. And remember the words of the Lord Jesus, that He said, ‘It is more blessed to give than to receive.’ ”(Acts 20:35)

Because you are full of treasure. This is not scolding you as a pig, it is saying that everything about you is more valuable than money. If people want to create value, they must exert physical strength. The same is true for pastoring God's flock. There will definitely be labor. But this labor is necessary, which is why I serve with joy, because I know that it is necessary to labor in this way. Let me boast a little here. Compared with ordinary pastors, I alone do the equivalent of what three to ten of them do. Even professional workers may not be able to do the physical work of renovation as well as I do. Not only do I do it quickly, but my mind also reacts quickly. I often do the work of several people alone. I also hope that my co-workers are like me. In fact, they have been trained by me to the point where ordinary people have to admire them. There is no comparison. So it is right to labor in this way, and it is not bitter at all.

I once ministered to a pastor of a large church who had brain cancer. When I asked him why he got this disease, he said that he managed more than fifty small groups in the large church, and a new batch of leaders had to be replaced every three years. More than ten new people had to be trained every year, and he could only rest one day a week. He felt that it was impossible not to get sick like this. In fact, this way of thinking made him feel that he had done a lot of things. I asked him why the group leaders had to be replaced every three years. He said that because the group leaders had to work during the day and come to church on Sundays.

Isn't that what they should do? He went on to say that they also had to lead a small group once a week and go to church for training during that time. The ordinary members of our church spend more time than their group leaders, and they do not have the burnt-out feeling he described. This is a pastor who should be burnt out leading a group of group leaders who should be burnt out. Why are we not burnt out? Because I have the logic and the theory of working, the more I work, the better I live.

Because we rejoice in labor and service, service is rest. The priests in the Old Testament also did not have a Sabbath. They were busiest on the Sabbath, offering sacrifices every day. I told this pastor that I have not rested for a day since I was in my twenties, and I have not gotten brain cancer. Because it is all willing service, this kind of labor is what I like. I like to work, I don't like to play. When I was in school, I liked to study. When I was working, I liked to work. When I was a pastor, I liked to serve. I have lived a very joyful life. What person can compare to the joy inside me? They like to go out and play during the holidays. They are only happy during these two periods of time, and the rest of the time they are frowning. How can they not get cancer like this? Whether it is our brothers and sisters or our pastors and co-workers, you must know that this kind of labor is your blessing, because you have God's presence! Do not imitate the people of the world, and continue to imitate them until you get Alzheimer's disease.

“For the kingdom of heaven is like a landowner who went out early in the morning to hire laborers for his vineyard. Now when he had agreed with the laborers for a denarius a day, he sent them into his vineyard. And he went out about the third hour and saw others standing idle in the marketplace, and said to them, ‘You also go into the vineyard, and whatever is right I will give you.’ So they went. Again he went out about the sixth and the ninth hour, and did likewise. And about the eleventh hour he went out and found others standing idle, and said to them, ‘Why have you been standing here idle all day?’ They said to him, ‘Because no one hired us.’ He said to them, ‘You also go into the vineyard.’ So when evening had come, the owner of the vineyard said to his steward, ‘Call the laborers and give them their wages, beginning with the last to the first.’ And when those came who were hired about the eleventh hour, each one received a denarius. But when the first came, they supposed they would receive more; and they likewise received each a denarius. And when they had received it, they complained against the landowner, saying, ‘These last men have worked only one hour, and you made them equal to us who have borne the burden and the heat of the day.’ But he answered one of them and said, ‘Friend, I am doing you no wrong. Did you not agree with me for a denarius? Take what is yours and go your way. I wish to give to this last man the same as to you. Is it not lawful for me to do what I wish with my own things? Or is your eye evil because I am good?’ So the last will be first, and the first last. For many are called, but few chosen.” (Matthew 20:1-16)

We need to know that working is grace; serving is also grace; work is a grace; labor is a grace; our labor is also a grace. Paul set an example by doing this! After studying it thoroughly, everyone will understand. Working will definitely not cause brain cancer, but discerning good and evil may. Laziness can cause cancer, but working will not. This is the so-called saying that lazy people are prone to illness. I have ministered to many people, and there is too much garbage in their heads.

The reason I went to minister to the pastor with brain cancer was because I visited, studied, and visited his good friend's church, and performed a few miracles along the way. A dentist was the leader of their church's small group, wearing a neck brace on his neck and a wide belt around his waist to protect his waist. When I asked, I learned that he felt electrified all over his body and could not lie down. As soon as he lay down, the current would run back and forth in his legs, as if 220 volts of electricity were connected to his body at any time, which was very uncomfortable. I ministered to him and he got better, and he also brought another small group leader who was hemiplegic. Thank God, they got better after I ministered to them. I don't know how they got better, I just explained it to them.

At that time, a demon was lying under his right armpit, and he felt like there was something weighing twenty or thirty kilograms pressing down there. After I ministered to them, their pastor said that if their church had such abilities, it would have been revived long ago. I thought I had this kind of ability for many years, but I had not seen a revival. He saw the number of people in the church, but what I wanted was disciples. He also wanted me to minister to his good friend, the pastor with brain cancer, who could not sleep when he wanted to sleep, and would wake up as soon as he lay down, and would feel sleepy as soon as he worked, which was very torturous. We went to his house to minister to him, and his mental state immediately improved a lot. Unfortunately, he was a very proud person. I left him my WeChat, and I said that this situation would definitely come back next time, and let him come to me at any time, but he never came to me again. He may have felt that my service could not uproot the problem, but he did not know that the root was not in his illness, but in his thoughts and intentions.

This kind of pastor would definitely be rolled by me, this legendary king of rolling, whether it is writing books, serving, renovating, writing software, or doing other things. He kept saying that he could only rest one day a week and still got brain cancer, but in fact he felt that God was too unfair, and then he discerned good and evil with God. There is a logical system inside me, that is, this kind of labor is justified. Some people ask me why I do this, why am I so tired? There is only one answer: I like it! I never complain! The three words I am willing solve all the problems. Everyone, from now on, be a person who is willing in everything.

Setting an Example for You

Don't think that I am not tired. In fact, when I get up in the morning, I will also have sore back and legs, which is not ordinary fatigue. But I cheer up and keep working. I hope that our brothers and sisters and co-workers can take this as an example. I say this not for anything else. If a person wants to serve God and wants to be great in the kingdom of God, he must be the servant of all, then he must work more, suffer more than others, eat less and sleep less than others. This is what ought to be.

You Must Be Alert

For I know this, that after my departure savage wolves will come in among you, not sparing the flock. Also from among yourselves men will rise up, speaking perverse things, to draw away the disciples after themselves. Therefore watch, and remember that for three years I did not cease to warn everyone night and day with tears. “So now, brethren, I commend you to God and to the word of His grace, which is able to build you up and give you an inheritance among all those who are sanctified.(Acts 20:29-32)

What I said may touch the sensitive areas of some people, but if you listen to it, you should be alert. You will not be eaten by wolves, taken away by the devil, nor will you turn yourself into a person who is hated by God, and will only be a faithful soldier of God in your life.

Summary

Paul set a very good example for us! Everyone should emulate Paul well. If you are willing to emulate him, you will surely be great in the kingdom of heaven, and receive rich rewards and a crown of glory. If you do not know that it is precious, then I will tell you that it is like receiving a permanent property. Not ninety-nine years, not seventy years, not nine hundred and ninety-nine years, but a permanent property. Start to emulate Paul, live prosperously while you are alive, and become the light of this world! Shine like bright lights, manifesting the glory of God. Amen!

May God bless everyone!

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大家好,咱们来看《使徒行传》的第二十章。这一章基本上可以说保罗服侍的路快走完了。这时候,他心里很明白接下来的服侍会受到很多的限制。虽然他在监狱里写了很多的书信,但是面对面的教导和服侍到了这一章几乎可以说是浓缩版的。因为有点赶,也透露出有点着急。其实也能够理解这种着急的心态,因为眼看这些人都还不够成熟。如果保罗不在,他们还会被鬼按在地上摩擦,甚至被鬼掳去。 这个时候,真的是能多说一句就多说一句,能多做一点就多做一点,甚至起五更、爬半夜也没有关系,其实心里是相当难受的。感谢神,在过去这些年里保罗已经训练了非常多的门徒,建立了很多教会。期间还不断地巡回,随时劝勉这些门徒,把他一生的服侍做了一个完美的总结。 **我凡事给你们作榜样,叫你们知道,应当这样劳苦,扶助软弱的人,又当记念主耶稣的话,说:‘施比受更为有福。’(《使徒行传》20 : 35)** 我找了半天,终于找到了这一章的主题:凡事给你们做榜样!**到底什么人才敢说他凡事给大家做榜样?其实人还真得做出点成绩,做出点样子。**说句掏心的话,过去这些年,我受保罗服侍的影响最深,你们可以常常在我身上看见有保罗服侍的影子。咱们琢磨一下,**如果你愿意以保罗为榜样,你会发现你的服侍也会有保罗的样子,你也会给很多人做榜样,这是我所期盼的事。** 千万不要做着做着就掉链子,这样的事在教会历史中太常见了。有的人做着做着就放下服侍不管了;有的人就开始立自己的义,或者吃不了那个苦;还有的人甚至贪图钱财,动起了歪脑筋。我巴不得弟兄姐妹都能跟我一样效法使徒保罗,效法我们的主耶稣,就算是流泪服侍也在所不惜。

保罗劝勉门徒这件事做得最多,至于他是怎么劝勉的,《圣经》里有一大堆保罗的书信,你可以从中看出一点门道。比如在《哥林多前书》和《哥林多后书》中,他说的话用书信记载下来的不多。**保罗说话非常狠,口气也很重,劝勉门徒语重心长,这真是不求自己的益处。如果你真的学到了保罗的真传,会发现你的嘴巴是非常厉害的,语言风格也是非常犀利的。**用现代语言来形容,那保罗肯定是犀利哥。虽然保罗说话的语气非常重,但是里面却充满了爱,他在劝勉门徒的过程当中,你会发现最难搞的就是对付他们属肉体的东西。 **要对付属肉体的东西,必须要做好两件事,第一,不求自己的益处;第二,只为了他人好。**当然,这个人为自己好,那是照着属肉体的喜好。而你为了他好,那是照着神的话。所以说话里面一定要带着从神而来的爱,而不是尖酸刻薄,让人听着受不了,因为里面没有爱,只有挑剔。**虽然保罗说话重,但里面却充满了爱。他完全是照着神的旨意去服侍,劝勉门徒绝对是一把好手。** 其实哥林多教会背叛了保罗,他们把保罗说成是贪图他们钱财的人,但是保罗从来没有拿过他们的一针一线。保罗在他们那里待了一年半之久,没有贪图过他们什么东西,反而靠自己的双手供养他自己和他的同工。保罗真的很厉害!结果哥林多教会的人在保罗面前觉得很羞愧,也觉得那样说保罗不太妥当。后来哥林多教会的人因着保罗的劝勉开始回转,经历了带着冲突的转化之后,迈上了一个又一个新的台阶。他们跟保罗的关系不是师傅和徒弟,而是如同父母和儿女的关系。

**保罗不管是劝勉门徒的态度、动机,还是劝勉门徒的方法,都是非常值得我们效仿的。**没见过保罗也没关系,你被我服侍,就会发现我身上就有这个味道。我说话狠,但我里面一定是充满了爱。我不挑剔,哪怕你识别善恶,我也不照着我肉体的喜好服侍你。保罗在劝勉门徒的时候把以弗所的那些长老、牧师们都请来了,路加就把保罗当时的话都逐一地记录了下来。 其实保罗应该也跟其他教会的人说过这些话,逻辑都是一样的,就是**劝勉门徒,谨守遵行神的道。其实人顺着自己的喜好走,这是在害自己。**我接触了很多人,心里为他们流泪,有时候只能眼睁睁地看着他们往老年痴呆的路上狂奔。很可惜,他们自己并不知道体贴肉体的危害,还以为对自己有益处,最后的结果就会得老年痴呆。 我们当中一个姐妹的爷爷是老年痴呆,前两天给他安排住进了养老院,可是家里人不忍心,又非要接回去。回家的当天晚上,一不小心自己走出去,不慎跌倒,眉头上磕了一个大口子,缝了六针,那个姐妹开车带她爷爷去医院换药。我看到她发来的照片,心里很不是滋味。如果你跟我交际,或者我牧养你、劝勉你,我说你将来会得老年痴呆,你可不要以为我瞎说,不要以为我在冤枉你,只不过照着你那条路往下走,就离老年痴呆不远了。

现在老年痴呆是一个常见病,不像以前那个年代,很少听说过。那个年代的人很勤劳,基本没有时间歇着,都在干活,所以很少有人得老年痴呆。现在的老年人退休金挺高,家里人和老人院的人想让他多活几年。可是他自己什么都不知道,其实多活几年有什么意义呢?这种人退休金还挺高,却什么也做不了,又痴呆又骂人还在那瞎说,活着只不过是消耗资源。 我做过很多劝勉门徒的事,我劝勉的时候说话可狠了。有两个同工带着一个姐妹受训,没多长时间,就把人家的忧郁症给整复发了。我就赶紧介入调整,治好以后,我就问那两个同工为什么会这样,结果她们也不知道自己什么地方没弄对,其实就是瞎整。就这样去服侍别人,还会有更多的忧郁症会复发。如果人要知道怎么服侍,如何培训,一定能说出个所以然来。那两个同工听了,心里肯定是不爽的,但是没有关系,劝勉门徒是我们大家都需要做的。

你要知道像我这样的人,不管走到哪,总有好多同工跟我一起走。有些姐妹说我老了是不是就喜欢挺多人在身边,其实不是老了需要很多人,是人家都喜欢跟着我。因为跟着我能得着很多,要是老年痴呆的人,跟着做什么呢?开口就胡说八道的,还是躲远一点算了。很多人跟随,本身就是服侍、劝勉门徒带来的结果。 **乱定之后,保罗请门徒来,劝勉他们,就辞别起行,往马其顿去。走遍了那一带地方,用许多话劝勉门徒(或译:众人),然后来到希腊。在那里住了三个月,将要坐船往叙利亚去,犹太人设计要害他,他就定意从马其顿回去。同他到亚细亚去的,有庇哩亚人毕罗斯的儿子所巴特,帖撒罗尼迦人亚里达古和西公都,还有特庇人该犹,并提摩太,又有亚细亚人推基古和特罗非摩。(《使徒行传》 20 : 1 - 4 )** 保罗带着这些门徒,就是为了劝勉他们,给他们做示范。你想那个年代,这些人跟着保罗都花谁的钱?别说那个年代,就说我刚上大学的时候,买一张火车票要花半个月的工资,来回一个月的工资就没有了。 **我们先上船开往亚朔去,意思要在那里接保罗。因为他是这样安排的,他自己打算要步行。(《使徒行传》 20 : 13)** 没有人知道保罗为什么打算步行,我猜就是想省一张船票。等走到要过海了,不能靠脚走了,所以就在那接他往前走。要么在那条路上有门徒需要被训练,要么在那条路上可以省张船票。像保罗这样的人太厉害了,那么多的人跟随着。你跟着这样的人肯定是不会吃亏的。其实我效法保罗做得不太好,之前有个姐妹到我租的房子这里来,她问我是否有她住的地方。我让她先应付一下,大家挤挤没关系,实在不行,我睡大马路都行。

**你要想效法保罗,想凡事给人做榜样,要想居上,就得凡事都做众人的仆人。**人们都看得出来。咱们当中的牧者如果真的有这份心,就不会整天在那吃喝玩乐,牧养也不管了。最后整着整着都不知道牧养是什么,甚至都怀疑是否还需要牧养。为了你的益处,我还得说,希望你都能听得进去,要不然继续这么走下去,不是走了一条得老年痴呆的路吗? 我经常看见那些我亲自训练的人,他们后半夜两、三点钟还在服侍。往往一到夜里,电话打进来,不管多晚都得服侍。有时候怕吵到人,就跑到阳台,躲到厕所里服侍。为神的缘故,我心里带着感恩。因为有这么一群弟兄姐妹愿意跟随我一起走这条吃苦的路,其实这是一件非常美好的事。然而我们当中有些牧者整着整着就去做别的去了。我能告诉你最好的一句话就是:得罪谁也别得罪神!可能你有胆量得罪神,我是真没有胆量得罪神,我也不想得罪神。既然保罗给我们做了这样好的榜样,你是否愿意走这条路呢?如果不愿意的话,就走你自己的路,我也绝对不会道德绑架你。

**服侍主,凡事谦卑,眼中流泪,又因犹太人的谋害,经历试炼。(《使徒行传》20 : 19)** 保罗说的这句话,我读了以后感同身受。你知道什么叫做服侍主,凡事谦卑?后来我在《圣经》里查到了三个人:摩西,保罗还有耶稣,他们都说自己心里柔和谦卑。摩西写的《出埃及记》里记载了摩西为人极其谦卑。到了保罗这里还加了一句眼中流泪。那为什么服侍主要凡事谦卑,眼中流泪呢?你想想看,凡事都做众人的仆人,不该吃的苦得吃;该吃的苦也得吃;该冒的风险要去冒;不该冒的风险也得冒。吃苦比众人多,受试炼比众人多,然后还要被一些门徒和罪人顶撞。如果你自诩高大,很在乎自己,那你是谦卑不了的。 凡事谦卑,被人顶撞了也没关系,把自己当做一滩狗屎。人家背叛也不要管,就当做给人恩典,那叫做服侍主。**服侍主,凡事谦卑,就是照着神的心意走,而不是照着自己的心意走。**如果你不照着神的心意走,不谦卑下来,不把自己看作狗屎,这条路走不了,因为我这样的服侍是理所应当的。保罗是我的榜样,我就是效法保罗走过来的。

在我播放的录音中讲的就是进葡萄园做工的事,干一个小时和干十个小时都是一钱银子。如果是你肯定不干,但是我干。从早晨八点开始干到晚上拿一钱银子,我开开心心地拿,因为我根本不是为了那一钱银子而干活,我干活和服侍主是理所应当的,没有神的恩典就没有我。我本来是一个该死,也是要死的人,神把我从死亡的边缘带了回来。我一想起那些年间从不认识神到认识神以后的经历,我的眼睛都会湿掉。如果你从神领受了很多恩典,难道你付出一点来服侍主还要计较吗?哪有资格计较呢? 我们从神那里领受恩典,然而我们的命都是神给的。活得好了开始服侍一点就夸耀自己,那不叫凡事谦卑。那为什么会眼中流泪?我跟你讲,**保罗流的泪是为了人的益处,不是为了自己受了委屈,否则就不叫做凡事谦卑。**为了众人的益处,累也没关系。保罗死的时候,大概也就是我现在的年纪,对于那个时候的人来说已经老了。可是到现在,这个年纪不算老,比年轻人还更有活力。 保罗是值得我们效法的榜样,我讲这些也不是为了夸耀我自己。我巴不得弟兄姐妹都开始效法保罗,这样咱们一起来服侍,一起建造神荣耀的教会,成为很多人的祝福,那绝对是一个天使都会欢呼的事。服侍主,凡事谦卑,这就是榜样。有人说凡是讲自己谦卑的人都不谦卑。那是瞎说!像保罗这种说自己谦卑的人,其实讲的是真话。假装不讲谦卑那是假谦卑,保罗真的就是照着神的心意实话实说,完全没把自己当回事。

**你们也知道,凡与你们有益的,我没有一样避讳不说的。或在众人面前,或在各人家里,我都教导你们。(《使徒行传》20 : 20)** 服侍神,尤其是服侍门徒,凡与你们有益的,没有一样避讳不说的。这是保罗跟他的门徒们和他所训练的人说的话,这里面的你们和他们就不一样了。我查《马太福音》的时候,里面经常分你们和他们。如果你是他们一伙的,我就不说了。但如果你是你们这一伙的,那我们就不遮遮掩掩,该说的就说。我们最需要学的就是直言不讳,有人就总是不知道怎么说。其实你有话直说,人说话躲躲闪闪就是因为心里有一个坎,怕说完了冒犯人。 感谢神,我亲自训练出来的都是冒犯人的一把好手。如果你们也愿意效法,就为了人的益处不怕冒犯人,没什么不能说的。至今为止,还没有一个崩盘的。对付了一个又一个与生俱来的罪性和里面的鬼。每一次都是一场冲突,都是眼中流泪,非常的不容易。因为说了这些话,对方难受,我也难受,我不知道他能否承受,但不说不行。有时候正服侍着,把电话挂断了,心里也七上八下的,却只能在那默默祷告。愿神成为他里面的力量,能够刚强起来。过了两三天,还得厚着脸皮,再问一下人家怎么样了,我就是这么服侍的。

凡与你们有益的,没有一样避讳不说,只是你里面的逻辑体系和我里面的逻辑体系不一样,就会起冲突。那要怎么收拾呢?还得带着服侍神的心服侍人,否则你里面肯定有怨气。因为如果对方对不起你,你就会计较。**大家一定要学习这句话:凡与人有益的,没有一样避讳不说。别做好人,好人做不了领袖或者领导,更做不了牧者。做好人是非常可恶的,如果你体贴人的意思就是个撒但。如果照着人的意思去走,魔鬼也不会放过你,神也不会放过你。** 每次看到咱们弟兄姐妹,尤其是我们当中的牧者跟我走了一段路以后,他心里的东西在我面前一览无余,心里却不好受。有时候我想说:你怎么这么愚蠢。有的人听完了,眼睛一翻,恨不得用眼睛夹死我。我服侍这种人多了就觉得挺辛苦的,但是感谢神,每一次都靠着我们的神得胜。如果你带着神的爱,人一定会领受的到。虽然你的话说得重,但是每次看到对方开始转化,悟性在提升,都会为这个人而感到开心。尤其当我们的服侍结出果子来,真的看见他的成长,看到他跨过那道坎,你就会再次流泪,那是感恩的泪。

**又对犹太人,和希利尼人证明当向神悔改,信靠我主耶稣基督。(《使徒行传》20 : 21)** 要知道保罗这个人厉害的地方在于不管是犹太人,还是希腊人,他知道自己欠他们一个祝福,所以他来到世上的目标就是要还人家的债。我有的时候就在想:这是在图什么呢?都大半把年纪了,是不是吃饱撑的?不是!是我欠的债。我们来到这世上就是想祝福人,如果你来到世上就想吃香的、喝辣的,那是只猪,又或者是峨眉山的猴子。到底是做大师兄,还是做二师兄,就看你怎么选。 人在这世上吃喝玩乐有什么意思呢?到西湖也好,东湖也罢,即便到了长城也是在那看人头,真的很无聊。我就想服侍几个人,不像那些去看人头的,回来后还累得够呛,好不容易赚点钱全都花在酒店上了。酒店九月份是一百二十元一个房间,结果到了节假日的时候就变成五百八了。你九月份去一趟,十月份不就不用去了吗?为什么非得赶在节假日去呢?本来就穷,还在那乱花钱,所以人真的是很愚蠢。 咱们弟兄姐妹能不能够开始效法保罗?凡事给人做榜样,别挑被服侍的人是不是乡巴佬。我服侍乡巴佬也像服侍神一样,即便你是个上等人,服侍起来也是同一招用在你身上。我服侍过打扫卫生的,就像服侍神一样。不管你是个官员还是个企业家,我服侍起来也像服侍打扫卫生的一样。 我不是羞辱你,因为我们不分人。我们不是照着你奉献的多少来分的,既不分富贵也不分贫穷,不分贵贱也不分档次,我们服侍人就好像服侍神一样。在我们当中没有高低贵贱之分,也不管你是大城市还是乡下来的,我们只有把神的道照着神的旨意传出去。所以你跟我在一起服侍,你会发现这个人腿脚肿了,把人家的脚放在自己腿上,也不管什么脚气不脚气,就这样服侍了。不是因为他高贵就抱他的臭脚,我只想让神的道祝福人,让神的话语能够进入到人的心里。

**现在我往耶路撒冷去,心甚迫切(原文作“心被捆绑”),不知道在那里要遇见什么事。但知道圣灵在各城里向我指证,说有捆锁与患难等待我。(《使徒行传》 20 :22 - 23)** 保罗知道各个地方的风险,圣灵也告诉他别去耶路撒冷,否则会被捆锁。那他为什么非要去呢?因为被捆锁和死不是他考虑的因素。我们以前一直以为是圣灵拦阻他去,其实不是的!圣灵告诉他在那个地方会遇到这样的事,如果保罗以性命为念就不去了。但是他不以自己的性命为念,要行完他的路程。其实前面不管哪一个地方都会有危险,都会有人要设计害他。那个年代,他在犹太人当中太有名了。犹太人都想整死他。当时犹太人遍布整个罗马帝国,因为那是个殖民地。所以保罗这个人的服侍厉害就厉害在这里,我还在学这一点。但是我也不以性命为念,离保罗还差一点道行。 **一个人爱惜自己的性命就侍奉不了神,因为他不爱惜自己的性命就活在永恒当中,换一种方式活着也挺好。如果一个人的逻辑就是为了活着这点小屁事,你服侍不了神。**因为活着很重要,多活一天比少活一天强。钱就变成了辖制,因为活着得用钱。一个以性命为念的人,一定会贪图钱财。保罗要行完他的路程,把捐项带到耶路撒冷去。他巴不得雅各,彼得这些人都能够听进去他的话,因为他们都是认识耶稣基督的。保罗讲的真的是耶稣基督的神学体系,虽然他是外邦人的使徒,但他是以神的国为念。不管是犹太人还是希腊人,他都觉得自己欠他们一个福音债。 这条路印证了一件事:神为什么跟保罗同在。比如那个孩子从窗户掉下去,保罗的身子伏在他身上,那个孩子又活了。当时每个人都觉得从三楼掉下来肯定没气了,可是保罗弄一下又活了,大家得到很大的安慰。这件事让我们看到保罗真的有神的同在,说句实在话,我还是差得很远的。

**我却不以性命为念,也不看为宝贵,只要行完我的路程,成就我从主耶稣所领受的职事,证明神恩惠的福音。( 《使徒行传》 20 : 24 )** **保罗这个人有知识,一旦你把事交给他,他说不干就不干,一旦说干就规规矩矩地干。**这是有知识的人和没有知识的人之间很大的区别。没有知识的人一会做一会又不做,就一直来来回回地晃悠。但是保罗从主耶稣领受了之后,脚踏实地一步一步地干,成就从主耶稣领受建立教会的职事。保罗在名义上是外邦人的使徒,其实却是整个教会的使徒。所以**弟兄姐妹要忠于自己的职事,在小事上忠心,在大事上也要忠心,这是神所要的。**如果你有听我查的《撒母耳记》,就知道神在寻找一个忠心的祭司,成就从主耶稣所领受的职事。 我从主耶稣所领受的职事,就是建造神荣耀的教会。感谢神给我特殊的恩典,让我创建了华人命定神学,恢复使徒保罗的神学,或者可能在牧养的方面,我还要不断地往前推进,这叫做命定!一个有命定的人为此而活。大家问一下自己到底为什么而活?如果是为了活着而活着,其实你不需要信耶稣,你需要信你自己。如果你问我为什么而活?我从信主那天开始就拼命地读《圣经》,我想看看这东西是不是个宝贝,后来我就认定这是个宝贝。 我也不知道主耶稣有没有呼召我,反正我是没有看到大马士革那道光,也没有瞎眼,就是觉得做得不行,自己就开始建立教会。有些人问神有没有呼召我来服侍祂,我说我不知道。但我相信这样走下去,神总有一天会呼召我。我这种服侍也是很奇葩的,就是为神发热心,后来我发现神喜欢这样的人。我也不知道神有没有拣选我,但我知道自己就是喜欢服侍,完成主耶稣在《圣经》里面给我们的职份,因为这是我的命定!我是一个活着没多大意思的人,只想成就从主耶稣领受的职事。

**我未曾贪图一个人的金、银、衣服。我这两只手常供给我和同人的需用,这是你们自己知道的。(《使徒行传》 20 :33 - 34)** 保罗当着这些人的面这么说,那他的钱从哪里来的?人家保罗自己赚来的。所以贪图钱财的人不可能这么做,赚来的钱还不得整个投资组合?保罗这个人一辈子没有留下太多东西,却留下了很多属灵的资产。所以说**保罗这个人太厉害了,要技术有技术,要能力有能力;又能说又能干,还有一颗服侍神的忠心。这颗服侍神的忠心就成了保罗的核心秘诀和技术。他不贪图钱财,因为他自己就是钱财。**他干点活,钱就往他口袋里装,压根不需要钱,因为他自己就是钱。

有一次,我们当中的同工说别人占了我很多便宜。我说:占了就占了,我自己就是钱,我比钱更值钱!有人就学会在他的学生考高中之前,激励他们:你们比分数还值钱!结果学生被激励后,成绩考得非常好。**如果你们认为自己比钱值钱,你们就不会把钱当成祖宗,当成神。如果你们能够把钱管理起来,你们比钱还值钱,你就会看重自己。** 我在做让你们变得更值钱的活,这就叫做牧养。我要让你们都知道,你们比钱还值钱。如果你们考大学,我要让你们知道,你们比分数还值钱。做工的要知道自己比那个工作还值钱,做事工的比那个事工值钱,你们才是神所要的宝贝。你被这样的话所激励,为什么还要贪图钱财呢?一想就想到钱财,还问为什么这么做,答案总是因为能赚钱。如果你效法我,你就不会缺钱!混了好几十岁还是个穷光蛋,就是因为脑子里面脏,认为钱很重要。 **一个爱钱的人是个废物!咱们当中如果以赚钱为目标的人全是垃圾。**如果你听到了这话而感到不舒服,那你很需要知道!不要以为欠了很多债,需要钱就是个理由。追根溯源,你为什么欠了很多的债?如果你想要自己比钱还值钱,就投资自己的成长。你比钱还值钱,就不会在乎钱了。所以一个服侍神的人一定要好好地读这段话。

**我凡事给你们作榜样,叫你们知道应当这样劳苦,扶助软弱的人,又当记念主耶稣的话,说:‘施比受更为有福。’”(《使徒行传》20 : 35)** 因为你浑身都是宝,这可不是骂你是头猪,说的是你浑身都比钱值钱。**人要创造价值就要付出体力,要想牧养神的群羊也是一样,一定会有劳苦的。但是这个劳苦是应该的,就是为什么我服侍得喜乐,因为我知道就是应该这样劳苦。**在这里夸一下口,和一般的牧师比起来,我一个人做的相当于他们三到十个人所做的。做装修之类的体力活,专业的工人都不一定干得过我。我不但做得快,脑袋反应得也快,一个人经常干好几个人的活。我也希望我的同工和我一样,其实他们也被我训练得一般人看着都得服气了,没法比。所以应该这样劳苦,其实一点都不苦。

我曾经服侍过一个大教会中得脑癌的牧师。我问他为什么得这个病的时候,他说管理大教会里的五十多个小组,每三年组长都要换一批,每一年就有十多个新人要培养,每个礼拜他只能休息一天,他就觉得这样怎么可能不生病呢。其实这样的思考方式就让他觉得自己做了很多事。我问他为什么每三年小组长就要换一批。他说因为小组长们白天要上班,周日还要来教会。 难道这不是应该的吗?他接着说他们每个礼拜还得带一次小组,期间还得去教会接受培训。我们教会普通的会友付出的时间都比他们的小组长都多,也没有他说的那种烧焦的感受。这就是该烧焦的牧师带着一群该烧焦的小组长。我们当中为什么没有被烧焦?因为我有逻辑,有干活的学说,越干越活得好。 因为我们在劳碌、服侍中喜乐,服侍就是安息。《旧约》里的祭司也没有安息日,他们在安息日的时候最忙,每天都献祭。我告诉这个牧师,我自己就是从二十多岁开始,到现在一天都没有休息过,也没得脑癌。因为都是甘心乐意的服侍,这样的劳苦是我乐意的。我就喜欢做工,不喜欢玩。 我上学的时候喜欢学习,做工的时候喜欢做工,做牧师的时候喜欢服侍,这一辈子过得非常喜乐,什么人能比得上我里面的喜乐?他们喜欢节假日的时候出去玩,一年除了这两段时间喜乐,剩下的时间都是愁眉苦脸的,这样能不得癌症吗?不管是咱们当中的弟兄姐妹还是我们的牧者和同工,都要知道这样的劳苦是你们的福分,因为你们有神的同在!大家不要效法世上的人,一直效法到老年痴呆症里去。

**“因为天国好像家主清早去雇人,进他的葡萄园作工。和工人讲定一天一钱银子,就打发他们进葡萄园去。“约在巳初出去,看见市上还有闲站的人。就对他们说:‘你们也进葡萄园去,所当给的,我必给你们。’他们也进去了。约在午正和申初又出去,也是这样行。“约在酉初出去,看见还有人站在那里。就问他们说:‘你们为什么整天在这里闲站呢?’“他们说:‘因为没有人雇我们。’他说:“你们也进葡萄园去。’到了晚上,园主对管事的说:‘叫工人都来,给他们工钱,从后来的起,到先来的为止。’“约在酉初雇的人来了,各人得了一钱银子。及至那先雇的来了,他们以为必要多得。谁知也是各得一钱。他们得了,就埋怨家主说:‘我们整天劳苦受热,那后来的只做了一小时,你竟叫他们和我们一样吗?’“家主回答其中的一人说:‘朋友,我不亏负你。你与我讲定的不是一钱银子吗?拿你的走吧。我给那后来的和给你一样,这是我愿意的。我的东西难道不可随我的意思用吗?因为我作好人,你就红了眼吗?“这样,那在后的将要在前,在前的将要在后了。” (《马太福音》20 : 1 - 16)** 我们要知道干活是恩典;服侍也是恩典;工作是个恩典;劳碌是个恩典;我们劳苦也是个恩典,保罗就是这样做榜样的!研究透了之后,大家就明白了。干活肯定不会得脑癌,识别善恶就可能会。懒惰会得癌症,干活却不会,这就是所谓的懒人多病。我服侍过很多人,脑袋里的垃圾太多了。 我之所以去服侍这个得脑癌的牧师,是因为去他好朋友的教会参观、学习和拜访,顺便行了几个神迹。一个牙科医生是他们教会的小组长,脖子上戴着脖套,腰上带着大宽腰带护着腰。我一问才知道一整他浑身过电,不能躺下。一躺下电流就在腿上来回跑,就像随时有二百二十伏的电接在身上,非常地难受。我一服侍他就好了,还带来另外一个半身不遂的小组长。感谢神,一服侍就好了。我也不知道怎么好的,就给他们解释了一下。

当时鬼趴在他右边的腋下,他感觉那里就像坠着二十多公斤的东西。等我服侍他们好了之后,他们的牧师就说要是他们教会有这样本事的话,早就复兴了。我想我有这种本事都好多年了,也没见到复兴。他看到的是教会的人数,而我想要的却是门徒。他又要我服侍他的好朋友,就是那个得脑癌的牧师,想睡觉的时候睡不着,躺下就清醒,一干活就犯困,很是折腾。我们去他的家里服侍他,他的精神状况立刻好了很多。可惜他整个人非常爱面子,我把我的微信留给他,我说下次这种状况肯定还会回来,让他随时来找我,结果再也没来找我。他也许觉得我的服侍不能去根,其实他不知道这根不在他的病里面,而是在他的心思意念里面。 这种牧师遇到我这种传说中的卷王肯定被卷,无论是写书,服侍,装修,写软件还是做其他事都比不过我。嘴上说着每周只能休息一天还得脑癌,其实是觉得神太不公平了,然后跟神识别善恶了。我里面有一种逻辑体系,就是这样的劳苦是理所应当的。有人问我为什么这么做,要这么累呢?答案只有一个:我喜欢!我从来不抱怨!我愿意这三个字解决了所有的问题。**大家从现在开始做一个凡事都是我愿意的人。**

大家不要以为我不累,其实早上起来的时候,也会有腰酸腿疼,那不是一般的累。但是我振作起来接着干,我就希望我们当中的弟兄姐妹和同工能以此为榜样。我说这些不为了别的,一个人要想服侍神,想在神的国里为大,就要做众人的仆人,那就要多干活、吃苦比别人多,吃的睡的都比别人少,这是理所应当的。 **我知道我去之后,必有凶暴的豺狼,进入你们中间,不爱惜羊群。就是你们中间,也必有人起来,说悖谬的话,要引诱门徒跟从他们。所以你们应当警醒,记念我三年之久昼夜不住地流泪,劝戒你们各人。“如今我把你们交托神和他恩惠的道。这道能建立你们,叫你们和一切成圣的人同得基业。(《使徒行传》20 : 29 - 32)** 我讲的可能会碰到一些人的敏感区域,但是你听了,你们应当警醒。你就不会被豺狼吃掉,被魔鬼掳去,也不会把自己变成神所厌恶的人,一生只做神忠心的精兵。 **保罗给我们做了一个很好的榜样!**大家要好好地效法保罗。**如果你愿意效法他,一定会在天国里为大,得着丰厚的奖赏和荣耀的冠冕。**如果你不知道那是很宝贵的,那我要告诉你,这好比得着永久的产业。不是九十九年,不是七十年,也不是九百九十九年,而是永久产业。开始效法保罗,**在活着的时候就活得兴盛,成为这世界的光!像明光照耀,彰显神的荣耀。阿们!** 愿神祝福大家!
姜明国
Today, listening to Pastor Liu, humility refers to human humility towards God, correcting a long-standing misconception. Before, listening to Pastor Liu talk about Tamar in Genesis overturned the information I had always received. This is truly a wake-up call, allowing me to see what was previously invisible to the naked eye. Thank God!